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unassuming w/out the picture, the simulated leaf aids the simulated peace

12/09/07 2:19pm nappin' Tim

6 months

today marks 6 months and while the urge has somewhat lessened in intensity, i'm certain i'm going to feel like cutting or dismembering myself every time i think of that day and all the wishes that can turn into regrets and my mother and all the things we won't share with her for the rest of our lives, however long that may be. provided i don't play in traffic along with heather.

the other day, thursday?, i woke up really early because my ipod was on and one of the lowest, slowest dave matthews band songs was playing. but i could've sworn i turned it off and it was still tucked in with the headphones wrapped around it but yet it was on and playing. and i told my mother she could've woken me up in a worse way so it was ok that it was just a song that woke me up. and then the day before that i woke up to apollo swearing and i'm not sure if i actually said frak out loud. coincidentally it was the same day the jerk off i call boss said if the peons below me f*ck up, then it's my fault. they say shit rolls downhill but one must point out the shit was uphill in the first place.

speaking of sh!t, toilet clogged for some assinine reason. jpm is pissed, not sure if it's me though. the company holiday party is next weekend, on the 16th. you may call me MOD.

Stuck on the bus due to accident in tunnel. Sucks major balls... 1:07am