4 years. saturday was most enlightening. it wasn't bad, it wasn't good. it was just enlightening in a factual way. like the cheese stands alone & my GOD i have no one to talk to. make like spooky i guess.
i have a hard time accepting people's flaws. you can be a douche & i will find a way to tolerate your personality enough that we could go out for drinks & hang out. it's just too much energy to dislike a person. but i swear, sometimes whether they know it or not a person just cannot be liked. either our personalities/ethics/morals don't mesh or you're just not a likeable person. and Lord help me i'm not sure why i've ended up in place with certain people i wouldn't have been exposed to for not the circumstances, like work.
sugarpunk also taught me never to say sorry if i don't mean. it's just a waste of breath and no one likes insincere people. funnily enough, the most annoying thing about the pmt is how it changes you. because honestly, in order to survive there. you've got to have a poker face & be a fantastic liar.
fight 'em til you can't. 2301 hrs.
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