iPods galore

well steve jobs hates you. at least he hates you having money. the new iPods have been released into the wild and they are hot. the new iPod touch for example, currently on the short list of things to get but at least it's got a name. the other 2 items on the list are "netbook" and "kick ass cell phone." of course, by the end of the year we're also making our 2nd trip to tiffany's. that's alot of paychecks mate. of course these are things i don't really need. i have a perfectly fine laptop to use for internet and such so a netbook would just be redundant, but smaller. another cell phone, also useless as my samsung smartphone is more than enough for my average daily use of phone calls, massive texting, aim messaging, and facebook/ff-bsg browsing. i don't need another smartphone at all. as for the ipod touch, i have 2 perfectly fine mp3 players. in fact the nano in a fetching red, and the creative zen has all the software features that the new itouch has. realistically, a bunch of these software additions and hardware modifications have been on other companies' mp3 models. so ipods are popular because they're trendy, not so much technologically revolutionary. steve jobs is brilliant, even if he hates you.

now about me, ha! i've been feeling mighty off lately. i can't even sort mail without wanting to either drink myself to a stupor or whatever else may get me to that numbed sort of existence. i mean, honestly! i can't even clean my own room and usually i'm quite fastidious about keeping my ish clean. laundry? pfft! dry cleaning? pffft! common areas? ha! it bothers me for a fleeting moment, like head to toe annoyed at the situation and it just burns itself out and fizzles out to apathy. there's not even any food in the house and my GOD the grocery is a mere 2 minutes away and i'll just sit in front of the boobtube and watch more bloody hgtv. i definitely keep alot of big stuff in, despite running my mouth all the time. i just can't do things anymore. i don't take care of myself. i don't sleep [*cough* it's 2:13am and i'm blogging]. i don't drink enough water. i don't really eat and when i do it's not healthy stuff. i don't exercise. i'm not saying it's translating into psychosomatic concerns, shooting pains on my sides, heavy body, leaden limbs, fuzzy head but yeah i'm not doing so hot. time to make some moves. and i need to remember that God never gives you anything you can't handle.

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